Well, lets see, someone wasn't happy with my last post and in the final hours of what seemed to be the perfect birthday, they were able to keep the old tradition running!
Good birthdays - 1 [my first birthday couldn't have been that bad?]
Ruined birthdays - too many
In my last post I was hurting, done with hiding, maybe a little mad, fed up, and letting things go. I'm not going to sit here and tell you I did nothing wrong, I was and am fully aware that people may not like what I had/have to say. But emotion is emotion - just because you don't like it doesn't mean I stop feeling it.
I can't imagine living life as one of those girls who strives to keep everyone happy. Doesn't that get tiring? How do you feel like you're living to your full potential if all you're accomplishing is keeping queen bee happy? I mean, I don't purposefully go out of my way to make people upset, but I'm not going to get walked all over, I'm not going to wait around forever and I'm not going to throw my emotions to the side for the good of everyone else. That can be someone else's job. I'm happy the way I deal with problems for the most part - yes, I hold grudges when it comes to things that have an impact - but isn't that normal? Is it really that wrong to feel like you really can't be best friends with everyone?
Anyways, all-in-all it was a pretty god day. I know who my true friends are, whether they realize it or not, and I found the girl I used to be [I'm not sure everyone would think this is good] and I'm not going to loose her confidence.
- xx, Kelly.
#30 be there for her when she needs you, and when she doesn't
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