I wont settle for confusion and I wont settle for this. Maybe the reason I'm so terrified of commitment, so convinced I can't do it is because I need someone to convince me. And so far no one has succeeded. I feel like it just takes a little push, a guiding hand, a strong hand to help me because I'm scared. I'm scared because this has never gone well for me. No friend, no boy has ever taken the time to stick around without leaving things a mess. And by a mess I mean seriously fucking me over. The problem is that I can't imagine someone with any other end goal. So here we are. Stuck between fear and hope. Content?
Always.
Confused?
Always.
Waiting?
Always.
- xx, Kelly.
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