Sometimes things get confusing. I feel like I start almost every story like this, but you see it just seems to be the only way to explain it. The wonderful, magical, mysterious world we live in is stuffed full of smiles, people, problems. I lose myself inside my own head. I never really know what I want or what I think. Because you see, I think too much. I think too little. I'm too impulsive. I wait too long. I brush things off too quickly. I take too much to heart. And I do it all knowingly, the problem is that I get so confused in all these things going on at once. I don't know what I want, I don't know if it's right in front of me and I'm about to lose it, or if it's still yet to come. I don't know if I'm doing things right by keeping myself to myself, or if I'm making a mistake.
I'm a person of extreme contrast. In music, in interests, in strengths, in people I choose to surround myself with. But there is one thing that ties it all together with a pretty little bow; everything above is something I surround myself with because I truly do enjoy it. I don't stick around things I don't like, and I hold onto the things that I do. People, places, music - all of it makes me the quirky, slightly odd, and most definitely unique person I am.
- xx, Kelly.
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