Maybe I'll Never Believe...

Maybe I'll never believe in the good in each person. Maybe I'll never believe that people do things with good intentions. Maybe I'll never believe in karma, or in love or ghosts. Maybe I'll never be totally out going, careless and fun. Maybe I'll never be the love of your life.

I'll tell you what I'm not, though..

I'm not overly optimistic, but I'm not seriously pessimistic. I'm not going to judge a person only by their mistakes. I don't wear my heart on my sleeve, and I don't let karma do my dirty work for me. I'm not the girl who sits waiting for you.

Now, what I am..

I'm realistic in my expectations. I trust everyone, just not the devil inside. I know that there is always another reason for the common person's 'charitable' acts. I play fair, until you break a rule. I make mistakes and learn from them, cause problems and talk my way out of them as best I can, get into trouble and accept the consequences. I'm not a delicate flower, but I do break and bruise. I'm rough around the edges, I'm flawed. But aren't we all? I am human, I listen to my heart instead of my brain at times, I fall for people's tricks. But know, I'm not that girl, I will never be waiting for you if you're not waiting for me. I may look delicate, but there's a drop of poison in there.

Better watch out for it.

- xx, Kelly.

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