I Don't Know How To Tell You...

I don't know how to tell you.

I love everything about you.

I can't stop thinking about what you mean to me, how I can't be without you. You are so easy to talk to, so easy to deal with, so easy to be around. You know I'm not like anyone else, both a good [I hope] and a bad thing, and you still go out of your way for me. You keep me out of trouble. You are always there for me. You believe what I tell you over what you hear. You keep me from getting hurt. You make me smile, laugh, love, live.

You are so special - one of a kind really.

I don't know how to tell you.

I hate everything about you.

I can't stop thinking about what you've done to me, how much easier things would be without you. You don't talk to me, you cause so many problems [most of which are unnecessary], you never seem to want to be around me. You run away from me to be with your little friends. You lie, you cheat, you're so unbelievably hypocritical. You are the reason I have to find someone to be there for me, because you never listen to my side of the story. You hurt me. You make me cry, scream, frustrated, angry. You have making me mad down to a science.

You are so mean - one of a kind really.

- xx, Kelly.