I'm Not Afraid Of Anything, I Just Need To Know That I Can Breathe...

Okay, so it's been 7,8,9,10 looong days. It's not a bad thing, I just haven't really been home. From last friday until today I've been fairly MIA. Here's why:

Friday was Sarah's birthday. The girls and I went over to her house, and she had a party. It was a ton of fun, met a bunch of fun guys, Lola was able to get a guy [who is quite a bit older] tightly wrapped around her finger, Chloe macked a boy that had been chasing after her for quite some time, Kristine macked a boy that she has secretly liked for a while. All in all, pretty good night. I spent a good amount of time talking to Lola and this guy, who is a sweetheart and you'll be hearing more about.

Saturday we saw a couple guys who I've become good friends with. We saw them pretty much everyday between friday and yesterday, haha, they're the best. Things were pretty calm after that, didn't really do anything big until Thursday. Thursday night one of Kelsey's close friends had a bondfire. Most of the guys that had been at Sarah's were at the bondfire. [with the exception of the boy] And so it was a fun night, the bondfire ran really smoothly, and some interesting things happened. The guy that Chloe macked at Sarah's was there, and told Kristine [after I'd walked away to talk to someone else] to tell me he though I was really pretty. She gave him my PIN so he could bbm me, and we started talking. [note, I was never into him.. it was more me talking to him because I had very few ways out of it]

Friday night, Darcy, Lola and I went to see the movie SALT [with Angelina Jolie - it's really good] About 45 minutes into the movie I got a bbm from him saying that I should go to this party he was at, and bring the girls. We ended up going after the movie, and as soon as I got there I made sure he was aware that I didn't think of him that way. [by flirting with one of his bestfriends all night] I ended up hooking up with his friend about half way through the night just before he left. His friend was not so pleased. I was sick of texting him [the friend] so I gave my phone to Kelsey. Next thing I know I'm being forced to walk to the subway with the friend so that we can hook up. It was awkward, but after I left I sent him a bbm saying that I didn't like him that way and didn't want to lead him on, and he got over it. Now he wants to play cupid and get Ethan and I together. What an odd ball.

Saturday I saw the guys again, but it was a bit different than on friday. About 20 minutes after we got there the same friend came up to me and asked if I wanted to go for a walk. So we walked and talked for a bit, and then went back to the party and found a fairly empty area of the house and sat down and talked, and then hooked up again. [which I have to say, was veryy nice]

After that my week so far has been filled with almost nothing. Saw Lola and Sarah on tuesday, and Lola again today, but nothing super exciting. Lots of movies and chats.

- xx, Kelly.

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