What a lie. There are days where I smile and think, "Wow, a boy would really ruin this right now.." but lets be honest, thats not very often. Last night, while sitting on my bed organizing my life and listening to music, I decided something.
A boy is only as important as you let it be, if you obsess, you're going to drive yourself crazy. As lovely as it is to know that there is someone there that really likes you, it's more important to be able to stand alone, and know that it doesn't matter who loves you and who hates you, but that people do, and life goes on with or without them.
And with or without them is your choice.
I can't understand the girls who don't realize this - you don't have to be friends with people you don't like, you don't have to see a guy you don't like. You're not bound to them just because at one point it worked. It's really not life or death, I promise, everyone will get over it.
It's more important to have a future, to set yourself up for success. More important to set yourself up for happiness. It's not worth throwing everything away for a boy, sure you'll have to compromise on certain things, but there are a lot of things that you shouldn't have to compromise on.
For example, any boy that gets close to me has to know that I work, I go to school and have to do well, and I have horses who will always know more than he will, and will always be there. He has to know that I have big dreams, and bigger goals. I'm trying to be the best junior in the country, and I'm going to work as hard as I can to make that my reality.
So lets be honest,
I really do want you tonight, but stay home if you have a problem with anything I've said.
- xx, Kelly.
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