
Shit always seems to happen to me. I don't know, I guess anyone can say that but it seriously seems that I always manage to twist things so they turn into big dilemmas.
I mean don't get me wrong, I wouldn't have it any other way.
For starters, beginning of the summer there was this guy. Cute, funny, musical and quiet. He was intriguing and I couldn't quite figure him out. Well, I was told that he was going away for the whole summer starting the next week and that he'd be gone until september so when he attempted to kiss me I turned away. Who the fuck knows whether that was the right thing to do or not, I sure as hell don't, what I do know though is that this story doesn't feel like it's over yet.
Fast forward to two weeks ago, met a really nice guy, ended up hooking up with him which was lovely - no strings, no issues, well.. except family ties of sorts. The thing is that I'm bored of that. He's not someone I'd ever date and even though he's a genuinely good guy I couldn't stand being stuck with him for very long.
And it comes back to my first point I believe - I get bored so easily that I have to find something to entertain myself. So I make things interesting. I twist and turn and run and wait and go after things. I make mistakes, take risks and fall hard and spend my time as actively as I can. I do what I think is right and
I mean don't get me wrong, I wouldn't have it any other way..
- xx, Kelly.